i have a heavy matter on my mind. my husband and daughter have asked..on more than one occasion... for me to have another baby. I am completely scared of the whole idea and do not know if i should or not. i wouldn't mind a baby but i do not know about the daycare and how that would all work out and i am very worried about being 34 and 'starting over'.
do i really want to begin again when i am so close to the finish line with niomi(as far as her hitting the 18 mark)?
do i want to be pregnant again when i am trying/struggling with the weight as it is?
can i deny what my family wants?
do i want to have a teenager again and when i am 49?
i do not know the answers and unsure of what to do. any feed back would be great.
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I left this thought provoking comment... and it didn't post... So, I'm going to re-sign up then try my thought provoking comment again!
Okay it worked so I'll try it again!
Having a baby: Have you had you time??!! I had a good 9 years before JaMarcus....And I love him that much more because of my "me" time.
And I hear you on the body thing...I still don't feel like I have my body back, because I breast feed... and the little one just doesn't like it when I eat Salsa....or Soda... So, it is kind of crappy sometimes..
BUt, on the flip side.. It's fun to have my little happy giggly little boy around!
MEDITATE!!! MEDITATE
You know that email responce I sent to this post? According to Kate I don't know what I am talking about, so just ignore it as the insane ravings of an old man.
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