sadness...

i am sad. its very hard not to cry and just go home and drink. i don't think my boss would be ok with that and my husband i don't think needs me drunk. i am a mess. lets hope i can just get thru the damn day without being a totally snot mess.

on a good not i am planning a party on the 13th to give a farewell. what will make it easier is there will be adult beverages included. to bad i can't have that at work. it might make it easier.

just so sad

ps my husband is home and it is VERY nice to have someone else take out the stupid garbage!

moving moving moving and all the headaches...

what is it about moving that brings out every single emotion in a person. fear, excited, worried and just plain crazy. i have have a constant to do list in my head and forget it just as quickly. the worst part about all of it is i have to go through tthe stupid country canada to get to my new home and believe me, the requirements are terrible. i thought asking for a loan was hard. i have to list everything in my house. you heard me right EVERYTHING. how stupid. it would be easier to pack it and burn it.

3 weeks left at the job. so very sad. i am going to miss everyone. and the pay. but i will be able to sleep in and go fishing at any time. how cool.

but i will be seeing my husband in 14 days!!! on my birthday. can't get any better than that!

geez the count down is almost done.

map of where i will be